In search of happiness

I was searching for happiness. Then I realized, it's in front of me. To catch that I have to move ahead, and to move ahead I have to leave from where I was standing.

What was that which was not letting me move ahead. Was it emotions, attachment, guilt, impressions, what was that? I have to find that out, because unless I find an answer to it, I will not be moving ahead. You know which is the biggest fight? It's the fight within.

I read once, unless we make the peace with our past, the future won't be peaceful, and I want to see a beautiful life ahead.

Change is law of nature. I always wanted to stand strong against the every storm on my way. But every HUDHUD will leave you destroyed. But you have to stand again, build yourself and move ahead. This journey from here to move ahead will be tough. The devastation around you will be highly demotivating.

In such tough time, listen to you. The you, which is unique, by the values or principles which guides your actions. It defines your personality. It is you who can allow any changes, additions, or deletions to your defined values or principles.

I always want to stand for what is right, irrespective of how strong the opponent is. But mostly one would be defeated by the strong opponent. Does this mean one who takes the stand for right against a strong opponent should always have defeat in his hand?

It depends what is defeat. Again, the You, tells me if I have to leave a war which I am sure that I cannot win, I win the war by leaving it. That's my perspective of seeing it. If I have declared a war, then any action towards making me feel better in the war is justified by myself. Everything in war is after me. I should not care what the enemy says about my retract or what the partners suggest about the move. Everyone has their own opinions.

I am right, I don't want to mess with strong opponent and destroy myself, and in the process if I have to leave the battle field mid-way without causing any harm to myself, the You, tells me I made a right move irrespective of consequences. I won the war.

I shall wake up to a new beautiful morning, full of hope, become more strong from where I left, and stay positive. From here it is the way to happiness.