Life.. What exactly it is! What's the purpose of it!!
Morning was not usual when I did not get wake up call from Mom. I thought she might be busy with her prayers so I continued on my routine. Then whole plan changed when sister called and asked to come home at the earliest. She informed Dad was not well so hospitalised. Hence mind occupied by so many thoughts. Struggled on mobile net to find that I can reach only by 6 in the evening. Booked the ticket and called on mobiles but no response, to realise they might be busy with some hospital formalities. Then cousin told that he is fine, and to come down. For next few hours I can't do anything but to wait! I cancelled my appointments in the early morning with property agents and thought probably now I may have to continue another month at Guest house. Started to office with heavy heart! I today could not give smile to Irshad at breakfast nor thanked office boy for the coffee he offered. Then made some peace at mind with parking the questions 'what is life?' 'Do we always have solutions to problems that come our way?' 'How difficult it is to stay happy and face problems with calmness?' 'Are we responsible ourselves to the problems that come our way?'
Left office and started for the airport. Back to thinking mode. We get busy with our lives, neglecting the important aspects like Health and Family time. I know that one has to follow schedule, take breakfast, lunch, snacks and dinner at appropriate time; take time to exercise and meet friends and family quite often. I am not good at these but certainly have to improve at those items. If we are not happy and healthy, it's the people around us who has to suffer a lot.
Life is a chance given to us to make people happy, to love people around you, think less and enjoy what u have, , spend time with family, eat healthy and stay fit! It's only then Life will be beautiful for people around you and loved loves!
How can I now tell my Dad that his smoking is reason today he is in Hospital, and life now is no longer beautiful for me and I am not loving living it!
Feeling helpless!
Off to Hyderabad, but not sure if I can reach within visiting hours.
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